Today I teeter on in the middle of my two worlds
The full moon intensifies
So much reflection and melancholy emotions
I face the spirit and am so curious of this direction I head
What a funny game to play with me
To have so much love and friendship blossom in the past 3 months
And then to depart from it
To reemerge into the other side
To see beauty
To make friendships
To fall in love
Only to depart once again to my Portland roots
The emotional transitions of leading one life in two worlds
It breaks my heart while it runs over
It is the strangest experience
So hard to describe
It has taught me so many useful lessons in beauty of lessened attachment
Yet this time as I go I feel attached
And think this may be one of the more emotional transitions
I am going to miss so many of you so much while I’m in India
Don’t doubt that, despite all the hot Europeans and Israeli men jumping around in the sand hitting volleyballs to each other blocking my view of the ocean waves, I will be thinking of sooooo many of you all the time.
Thank you for the love and friendship you have blessed my life with
You know who you are
